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1月25日

I feel...

    I'm sitting here in a boring noon
    It's just another rainy sunday afternoon
    I'm wasting my time
    I get nothing to do
    I'm hanging around
    And I'm waiting for you
    But nothing have happened and I wonder

    I'm driving a run in my car
    I'm driving too fast
    And I'm driving too far
    I'd like to change my point of view
    I feel so lonely
    I'm waiting for you
    But nothing have happened and I wonder

    I'm sitting here and I miss the power
    I'd like to go out taking a shower
    but there is a heavy cloud inside my head
    I feel so tired
    I put myself to bed
    but nothing have happened and I wonder

    Isolation,it's not good for me
    Isolation,I don't want to sit on the lemon tree
    I'm stepping around in the desert of joy
    Baby,anyhow I gain another toy
    and everything will happen and you wonder

1月7日

活在当下

 

早上被电话吵醒~~然后去吵醒别人~~于是Raymond一席话,如醍醐灌顶,重视人生。

小时候被老爸逼着看足球,觉得他们挺幸运的,不仅可以做自己喜欢的事,还能靠他赚钱。于是做自己喜欢的事,并且把它变成事业成了我毕生的理想。可是从来不知道,如果他们不在状态,进不了球,会被人骂,被人抛弃,还会像商品一样被人“卖来卖去”。当兴趣变成一种压力,是来了动力?还是失了兴趣?

在擅长,都有失手的时候,有一点道德心的人都会存有内疚,长期受到良心的谴责,不知道动力是否能抵得过压力。

于是我重新审视了对生活的态度,不是做我喜欢的事,而是喜欢我所做的事;不是想着吃不到的龙虾,而是品味正拿在手中的烧饼;不是我得到的太少,而是我拥有的太多—怀着感恩的心活好每一天。

假设是假设,将来是将来,那是没有意义的东西—just live in the present